While I know that everyone's feelings and experiences are valid, hoping I will not compare myself with others, I will briefly talk shortly about the problems I have always faced.I was abandoned when I was little and, although I didn't notice these deficiencies until I was a t33nager, once I got older I started to have appropriate reactions. I ended up in abusive relationships where I contiued to stay for the tiniest amount of affection, convincing me that it's the same everywhere. Although depression took me to the brink of $uicide, with my last strength I took it from scratch and fought to this day. I have finally found the courage to resort to therapy, but it is very difficult for me to cope with the costs. The lack of access to mental health is again one reason why my mental health is unstable. Hoping that you will walk with me on this path, I turn to your help to help me pay for my meetings. A 50 min session cost $30 and the more they are, the better my chances are of being able to regain control of myself for longer periods.Everytime I'm here, I'm fighting with myself to stay because MV is a safe space to me. I'm hating myself everytime I'm abandoning this platform because not only it's my only source of income, but I absolutely love the way I'm being loved. Thank you!