So as my life progressed, I've matured with my sexuality liking both genders, but the fact that I haven't felt intimacy or pure fucking with the opposite gender definetly gives it a huge kick to me, it turns me on much more than regular girl/girl stuff. I might want to mention that once a strapon comes into play with my sex life, all of the things in my head just simply shut off, I feel cock drunk, I am completely under control of my partner. She can tell me to get down on my knees and beg for whatever time she'd like, get into whatever position she'd want, just because my mind is telling me to obey so that my lips could finally get to touch that fake cock. I can tell this for a fact that the first time I had girl/girl sex with a strapon I started giggling once I saw it on my partner, shy and utterly flustered, I have never creamed up like that before in my life! And since then I have felt a little cock crazy.

But Can I Be CockCrazy? 

To tell you the truth, I have never seen one in real life.... I mean, I've watched porn with men, females with strapons getting it on, anime with futanari girls cumming on eachothers tits. I have read many illiterate, funny and super hot fan-fictions, erotic novels from my teen years to even today describing them in detail with long paragraphs. And obviously, I have fantasised about sex with men for a damn long time, celebrities, fictional characters, guys I've met in real life and sometimes even people on cam2cam private shows (hey,you guys are gorgeous). And here I have never got a chance to feel it in my hands, my mouth or even inside. So my biggest fantasy is for my partner to one day wake up a guy! Even she has fantasised about it! We would spend the whole day just fucking like crazy! The first thing I'd probably do is obviously give her a handjob, watching her cock twitch for me and then it would take its course :) 

What can you do if you still haven't felt a cock?

Well, I have been substituting my experience with lesbian sex and fantasy roleplays! That's right! Both me and my partner @sweetsamantha love to roleplay: from Daddyplay to genderswaping! And we've looked around for things that could benefit our bedroom and be fun for the both of us. This is what we got so far (mind you our bed is small): A strapless strapon with those nice ridges so she could feel every movement. To tell you the truth, if you don't have kegels to work on your inner muscles it's a bitch to use and might even hurt so it already is slowly collecting dust in the corner under our bed, we've got a strap on with straps with adjustable rings, two dildos one is 8'' the other one is 7'', the bigger one sadly is too hard because it has a vibrator inside which makes it feel like a metal rod,so it already is less fun to play with than the other one even though it is more realistic looking. But we make due of what we've got and most of the time we can still have a full day of fantasies. My advice is go out and have fun with a dude or get a strap-on for starters!   

Is there something similar to a cock?

Well, yes and no! See there are those transitions but that's not what we're looking for. Packers are a fun toy to play with when going out to tease eachother or have her dress up more manlike (hot).  I'm still excited to buy some packers for my girlfriend to walk outside sometimes and see her boner if i wear a dress she likes and grind against it on top of her. And one night we stumbled upon a site that actually makes realistic prosthetic dicks, which can give you the experience of having a real life cock. You can customize it to your prefference: add a bit more pubic hair, get the length you'd like or balls that sag low or one's a bit lower than the other one. On the site it states that it feels super real, skin and flesh. The best part about this new finding is that you can be a man and even cum with (artificial cum in the ballsack) and experience orgasm while having sex through clitoral stimulation! The thought is still haunting me ever so happily!

And that's all I can say about my cock love and fantasies!

Much love,
CherryB