Behind the Veil

"Being part of this industry has completely saved me and re-shaped me into the person I always knew I needed to be"

Apr 19 2017 16 comments 1,957

Hey everyone, it's Natrona here!

I've been a cam model/online companion for over 2 years and wow, what an interesting journey it's been! In so may ways, being part of this industry has completely saved me and re-shaped me into the person I always knew I needed to be, and for that I am endlessly pleased. You never know what snowflakes are going to form and once something starts snowballing it's just absolutely exhilarating to watch! 

Want me to elaborate on how I got to where I am today? Well, up until about a year ago I was in the Anger Management profession! Quite different from what i'm doing now! I speicalized in counseling individuals with behavior issues and in the beginning I absolutely loved it. Year after year of working with a specific type of person and having to pretend to not be bothered when made scapegoat definitely takes a toll on your psyche! And those of you that have joined me in my cam room or have gotten to know me other ways defintiely know that I'm strong yet pretty sensitive at times. I was starting to actually resent humans, which is perhaps one of the saddest things to realize about one's self. I knew something had to be changed.

I had some model friends on MFC so I dedcided to finally just ask them what it was all about. I was already such a horny individual (I was always masturbating in the bathroom between clients...) that i figured this was going to definitely be my niche! And oh, I was correct. 

When I first created my online persona I still wasn't 100% committed. For whatever reason I figured this would just be a "few months endeavor" until I found something else that grabbed my attention. As I sat there at the keyboard on that summer night I had no idea what name to go by... but naturally, like most people trying to figure out screen names at one time or another, chose the name of a dead dog of mine. A beautiful all-white siberian huskey I had while living in Wyoming. Natrona. 

"That'll do." I figured, as I pressed enter on my submission form. Little did I know that this name would stick with me and become a brand for me in no time!

For about a year I juggled both jobs but, the longer I went in the industry, the less focus I had on being an anger management counselor. By being a cam model and sharing my content with my fans, I was realizing that there was no reason to be resentful towards humans like I was beginning to think. There were so many beautiful, caring, and selfless indiviuduals that i was soon filling my life with and so many of them I was starting to truly recognize as friends. 

In March of last year I took the biggest jump I've ever taken! I quit the job I had been doing for 8 years and decided to work in the sex industry full time. I forfeited my benefits, my 401k, and the ability to be truthful wiht my family about what I do. But, all of that seemed to be so miniscule in the big picture of things. I was now able to do something fulfilling, be the best version of myself (and dive into the part of myself that I had repressed for so long), and have inspiration to continue making content and being here to reciprocate the constant adoration of my fans. And to me, that is just the most heartwarming thing.

And here I am today! Continuing my journey that is ever-changing! 

A cannonball of creativity in uncharted waters!

I hope all of you are doing something equally fulfilling in your own lives, something that makes your heart grow. And if you're not, never be afraid to take that dive and change something.

xoxo Natrona

Braden Kink Apr 2017

OMG SO PROUD GAAAAH I LOVE YOU AND YOUR VIDS :]

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

thank you love!!!!!!! YOU are so amazing as well!

Alliex Apr 2017

You are such an amazing person. I love hearing what brought others to this industry !!!

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

Thank you!

jaybee69 Apr 2017

Great read!

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

<3 yay!

JimiSinxxx
JimiSinxxx deleted Apr 2017

Love this!

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

<3<3

MayvenDoll Apr 2017

I am always so interested in what brings others into this business! I never thought I would do this long and while cam is not a great fit making clips will probably be what I stick with for a long time. Great read! Beautiful girl💗😚

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

so glad you enjoyed it!

kawaiiikitten
kawaiiikitten deleted Apr 2017

It's been hard for me to stick with things but camming is something I've always come back to. Seeing where you are now is encouraging to us that are struggling and get discouraged 💕 Thanks for the story

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

that means so much to me!  Always just know that you're the best at being you and even when you are discouraged there's people out there that are absolutely admiring you- you just might not know it
<3<3

Roxi Red
Roxi Red deleted Apr 2017

Aww great read. U go :x:xgirl

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

thank  you so much!

danny155 Apr 2017

beautiful!!!

Natrona
Natrona deleted Apr 2017

xoxo!

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