How I Overcame My Loneliness Through Camming
Camming changed my life for the better.
Nov 22 2017 17 comments 2,084 25
My entire life I've been the lonely girl. I never had friends growing up, never had a family who cared. There are days where I feel truly lonely like no one cares. I find myself sometimes using dating sites and talking to people I would never meet, just to engage in a conversation with another human and have my existence felt like its known. There is no worse feeling in the world than the feeling that you don't matter in this world.
When I began camming that all changed. I found a place where I can be myself and in my comfort zone without the extreme social anxieties I deal with in my day to day life. If I didn't like someone or if someone was rude or mean or simply made me uncomfortable, I could simply ban or remove them and I would never have to see or hear from them again. I found myself always being able to find someone at any hour who will have a simple conversation with me, sexual or not. It has been such a blessing to me and has helped me through so much in my hard times.
Don't get me wrong, there are days I sit on cam in complete silence, alone and sad, but I make the best of it. Even if the only people in my room are non-site members or ghosts, someone is on the other side of that screen watching me, acknowledging I exist in some way, even if it's just with their dicks. It has saved my life on several occasions, times where I've felt alone and hopeless that thoughts of suicide have raced through my head nonstop. I will sign online and it will keep me from being locked up alone in a closet, afraid.
Having a premium and preview Snapchat has also helped in more ways than one, you have an around the clock support that will always be there to listen to you or chat with you day and night. That's something I've never had before in my entire life. I've grown close to a lot of my fans, they are like family to me. I've never been able to rely on anyone in my entire life (don't get me wrong, some are flakey) but the good ones, are truly good and care so much and every day I am so thankful for that.
People will always make fun of you and talk shit to you about being a lonely loser with no friends or family. But I never have to feel that way as long as I have camming in my life. Camming changes lives in multiple ways, and this is how it has changed mine.
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Sending you lots of love, Krista!
very motivating post! thanks, Krista
I love your words. As porn creator / camgirl is easy to feel alone when you have to keep the secret from your family/friends too... But we have fans! People that love what we make, that support us!
And it would be great to have more interaction between us, I'm sure that most of us know about these feelings... Hugs for all of you girls!!
Sometimes I feel the same... hugs to you!
HUGS Krista
I can absolutely relate to this, Krista. Thank you for sharing. You are such a wonderful person and i'm glad to be 1 of your followers on Twitter. Love, always.
Huggles, I like to think there is less back biting between alternative folk, those involved in fetish and porn, that 'nillas xx
Thank you for writing this. Very well written. This is how I feel a lot of the time as well.
same girl same
Wow, thank you so much for talking about this. Hugs lady. Amazing article
these days, i feel the same as you Krista....i've gone through the toughest years of my life these last 2 years...i quit camming years ago but decided to start again this summer. It has helped me to talk with people about things, even if they are total strangers. Thanks for sharing your touching story.
This is so beautiful, I too feel the same about camming saving my life. I am happy you are able to share this with everyone. I wish nothing but happiness and joy in your life love.
You're never alone sweetie. We're here for you. 😘
Thanks for writing. You are beautiful and I hope you never feel loneliness
I feel like I could have written most of this, you are so amazing for putting this out there. I know exactly how you feel and am grateful for the friends I've found online through camming.
Thank you for being you I've always admired your honesty.
I'm so happy for you, Krista!! I've followed you since I started camming.
