My name is Violetta and I turned 18 in August. I always had an interest with the sex industry and really wanted to join but couldn't since I was underage and after my birthday I was in a relationship, and I was scared that me pursuing this would ruin what I thought was a perfect relationship. After a few months, I told myself that anyone's opinion doesn't really matter as long as I'm happy. Best pep talk I gave myself by the way! The first few days of being a webcam model were very scary and confusing. I remember being scared of the quality of my webcam compared to other girls or how my outfits weren't as hot.

I started webcam modeling in October. And after my first two weeks, I have learned a lot and evolved quite a bit. I walked into this thinking that I would have thousands of viewers and followers on my first day and make hundreds. Little did I know it takes time and effort to get to that point. I still am not to that point yet but I am working really hard towards it. I ignored other models telling me about getting equipment but I did buy into it and oh my lord do I enjoy filming way more now. You don't need to have a full studio at your house but having a good webcam and a good source of light is a plus.

The influx of viewers coming in and out of my chat disappointed me a little. I wanted them to stay as long as possible but when some stayed too long it started to get intimidating. I was nervous. Wondering what should I do next? How do I keep them entertained? Can they hear me well and can they see me well? Am I hot enough? Another naive thing for me. Little did I know is that the beauty of camming and doing your videos is that there's always someone that will like you. There are no beauty standards in this industry and everyone is welcomed with open arms. The community is like a tight-knit family and it is wonderful. I am happy to be part of something so amazing and it feels empowering.

If you are reading this and you are scared to join the sex industry, please consider joining. It's normal to be scared. I am sure all of us were and you won't find success your first day and if you do, cheers to you! Doing this kind of work is the best decision I have made in my life and I feel better about myself. I will continue working hard towards my goal.

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