I really wanted to write a blog for MV for a while now, and just could not think about what to write about. There are so many things, porn, camming, making clips, etc. So I thought I would write about my experience with different fields in the adult world. 

When I was 16 I started working at Walgreens. I transferred from California to Las Vegas, where I really found myself. I hated my job. I was tired, underpaid, yelled at, and overworked. I hated it. When I was 20 and I moved to Vegas I started modeling. In 2012 I shot my very first nude set for Suicide Girls. I was scouted to be a Suicide Girl and I worked with their Vegas-based photographer. After my first nude set, I felt so liberated and free. I've always been a sexual person, ever since I can remember actually. Making my barbie dolls have sex and stealing my parent's porn. I used to joke as a teenager with all my friends growing up, "one day I will do porn!" I always cared too much about what other people thought. But man, I was miserable at my "real job".

I was doing photo shoots, trying to get my name out there as a tattoo model. Nothing was paying. One day after a shoot with my friend Keith Selle I told him, "Keith, I want to start porn!" He told me he would help me but I had to be sure because "once it is on the Internet, it cannot be burned." Those words will stick with me to my grave. I told him I really wanted to. He introduced me to his friend, another photographer. He shoots events including AVN so he knows a lot about the porn industry. I did a photoset with him and just like that, he got me two scenes with Burning Angel for the next weekend. I flew to LA on a Saturday and shot my first scene. After that, I went to Snoop Dogg's birthday party. I felt my life changing. I thought, "this is it, my life will be different from here on out."

I went back to work early morning that Monday and as I was sitting in the meeting being told all my tasks I had to do for the day I looked at my boss and said, "I quit." She asked if I was serious, and I told her dead ass. I wanted to put in my two weeks. And that was the best day of my life. 

So I started mainstream porn in November 2013. But no one told me that I wasn't going to be getting scenes weekly. Nobody told me it wasn't going to be as easy as making one phone call and I had scenes booked. When you start sex work it opens up doors to many other things in the adult field. So I'm doing porn for a couple months and one weekend I flew to San Fransisco to shoot a feature film for a popular website. After two days of shooting, I decided to stay in SF to tour the city. That was when I met a man. Without getting into too much detail about this man, he was basically a liar. But I should have been smarter anyway. He told me he worked for an escorting agency. I had escorted one time by accident. I sucked a guy's dick thinking I was hooking up with him and he gave me $600 after. That was the only time I ever escorted. But I wasn't afraid. He actually made it seem quite glamorous. He told me he would take care of everything, my room, my appointments, my food, everything. All I had to do was sit in the hotel room and wait for the guys. He told me it was "industry standard" to take 30%. Whatever, I wasn't afraid and he made it seem like I was going to make a ton of money. 

I sat in that room and slept with man after man. I would wake up at 8 am, have a date at 9 am, it would be over at 10 am, and I had until 10:30 am to get ready for my next date. It was all day. I would be so sore that I had to squirt lube into my pussy just so they could slide in easier. As I made each man grow, so did the money in the safe. After 3 days "the man" told me I had to change hotels. I thought that's fine, probably safer that way anyway. I was in a 5-star hotel that cost $500 a night. He drives me to a HORRIBLE spot in SF where there is nothing but homeless people and run-down motels. He drives up to the motel and tells me he had to turn himself into jail and to be careful because there are a lot of pimps in this neighborhood. Motherfucker, my flight doesn't leave for another 3 days. Oh hell no. I was terrified. 5 minutes into checking into this shitty motel, I get a phone call from a client. A guy who wanted to see me. I cried to him on the phone that all I wanted was a ride to the airport because I wanted to go home and I was scared. The only thing he said was "do I have to pay you to take you to the airport?" Poor guy. Of course not. I WILL PAY YOU! Also, unrelated but that poor guy asked me how to get a girl to have sex with him without having to pay for it. Anyway, he took me to the airport and I was on the first flight back to Vegas. 

I didn't escort long. But it was that first experience that put me on the game to the escorting world. I only did it a few months. To be honest I didn't really like it and it wasn't for anything in particular. I never had a bad experience or had anyone disrespect me. I've actually met amazing men from escorting. I just prefer to do my sex work for the public, not privately. Be mindful, I am still doing mainstream porn during all of this. But I knew how the escort game worked, and that's when I started helping other women, just like that man helped me. So for a while, I helped other girls with their escorting ventures, for almost a year before it got too exhausting. Managing girls is a very very hard job, in any field. 

After a couple years of mainstream porn as my main source of income, I decided to stop doing boy/girl. I would only do girl-girl, solo, and fetish. I needed a way to make money to pay my bills. So I started camming. Camming has been my favorite thing in the industry which is why it is still my main source of income. 

I love camming for many reasons. Mainly because it is on my own time and I control the content I create. I love all my regulars and new guys that I meet on there. I feel out of everything I  have done in the sex industry camming is where my niche is at. I talk to my customers as if they are the only guys I am seeing that night. I have connections and stories and things I do with every one of them. I want them to know I appreciate them coming to my room over thousands of other girls. And it was because of my customers why I joined ManyVids and other clip sites. I wanted to make videos and content that they can get when I am not online. And now I LOVE making clips and creating content. 

It has been a long 4-5 years in sex work but everything I have done is why I am where I am now. And I couldn't be happier. I love my job. I love camming, I love making clips, and I love still going on fetish/solo/GG shoots for other companies still. Growing a fan base and loyal followers does not happen overnight. It takes a lot of hard work, personality, and dedication in the field. But once you establish where you want to be and what you want to do in the adult industry, you won't be happier. 

SheenaR