I began in a sheltered cocoon scared to break out of it because I didn’t want my friends or anyone knowing what I was doing. What started out as just a money ploy turned into a fulfilling job and hobby and me wanting to show more. I mean what person wouldn’t want the attention of thousands all over the world?! Who wouldn’t want to be gawked at like the most beautiful being ever sought?!! It is one hell of a drug I must admit.
The first night I live streamed, I didn’t want to show my face or speak or even get nude. But the more I stood in front of my camera and received compliments and requests and tips I loosened up. I realized that there’s nothing wrong with showing your sexy side. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with being out there with your sexuality. Especially since I’m always open with my friends and others about my sex life and how freaky I am.
Now, mind you, I am a shy girl, but once that bubble is broken, I am one wild woman. I have always enjoyed the attention and talking dirty. But most of all I love making money. And that’s what this venture was all about to me. Before I actually began liking it. The men and women flocked to me because of my swagger.
Being an online content creator and MV Star really set me free of all restrictions, and I have myself to thank for that. A lesson I’ve learned is you definitely have to jump out of your comfort zone.
Now it’s been 2months, 2,242 followers on Twitter and growing and my Snapchat constantly booming, I’m always getting booked to do FaceTime and Skype shows. And people want to fly me out to have fun with them. I’ve never been happier in life. And to think I was afraid. Well, more of I’m just shy.
If I could give any newcomers advice, I would say stick to it and don’t let anyone tell you there’s something wrong with what you’re doing because there isn’t. Just because the world is scared of an empowered, sexually free woman, doesn’t mean you have to subject yourself to be sheltered in from your “bad side.”
Enjoy every piece of life there is, and when the opportunity comes, shake its hand and say, “Hey, I’ve been waiting for you.”
Enjoy a judgment-free ecosystem where you can celebrate and explore your passions!
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I think it's great that you took that step.
I myself did not think much about it at the time and just made it - and yes - it's a lot of fun and you also develop yourself much further
Very good read
Where you live at baby girl
I’m new here! Thanks for the tips
Same here! I'm pretty shy and quiet so it's surprising to people when they find out what i do! haha sometimes it can be a fun surprise.
Beautiful!
You've said it all... i started out as a shy girl too.
I loved this. I’ve always been introverted and have found it not hard but tough to stream at times or share what I do. Unfortunately I haven’t had the same fast following not sure what I’m doing wrong since I’ve done everything MV support has offered minus the blog submission and MV star submission both I’m working on I’m hoping with sticking with it I’ll get more of a following. Unfortunately it’s not something I can keep doing if I don’t get more of a following because it’s not fully paying the bills. I need to find some more confidence like you and embrace it more. I absolutely love doing it.
You are absolutely beautiful! So happy to see that sex work is working for you. That last quote was amazing
I'm so happy to hear SW helped you break out of your shell! I was honestly the same way until I started clip making. Hustle, mama!
What a powerful message to all us shy out here! thank you so much!
I am so happy sex work is working for you!! I had actual nausea everyday before cam for months! I am still unceasingly awkward at social interactions, but I have found that sex work works for me, too. Here's to many more lucrative months for you, Lizabell!
I’m so happy that you are doing a lot better before camming up
U do fansigns ?
Yes I do fansigns for $5
I started as a shy girl too
Thank you for sharing! Keep up the great work!
AWESOME Keep up the great work!
Good read. I'm just starting as a shy girl. I'm learning to live in the now. Life's not going to wait for me to boss up.
Totally something i needed to read! I've worked in the adult industry for 3 years but I've only just started making online content. I've always struggled with being shy and anxious, but I'm slowly becoming more comfortable in front of the camera. Working as an adult entertainer has given me so much more confidence and self esteem!
Thanks for sharing this! It takes confidence to do this work.
Such an inspiration! This is exactly why I love this community, thanks for sharing
You’re welcome😊You should definitely break out
So many of us can relate to these words! I’m so glad that you were able to break free and fly. You’ll find that that confidence will not only bring you out of your shell in the cam world, but in your day-to-day life as well🙂
It has came out in my day to day life I’ve noticed
Win-win
This is so my story. I used to wear a wig and colored contacts and be none nude. I had to work out of my mother's house because I had medical issues and I couldn't afford to live on my own. I felt like I was doing something horrible even though I was trying to build a better life for both of us. I'm so glad I stuck it out and came into myself as a person and as a performer. I'm glad that you did too.
You can do it babe!
Omg ! This is so amazing . I’m happy that you were able to get through everything and still do this
These could be my words I used a mask on the first weeks of camming, then decided that look Antonio Banderas pulled it of better than me!
Thank you so much for sharing, delightful read! Go girl
Lol I thought about a mask as well
great blog post
Thank you
Thank you so much for writing this! I feel the same way. You're gorgeous!
Thank you😊