This is my first time trying pee control. I have two 1-liter bottles of spring water and a kitchen timer. I time how long it takes to consume the waters, then start a stopwatch to count the minutes until I can't control my bladder anymore. In fact, just the waters causes a spasm in my stomach and I go offscreen twice to help settle it (audible). Throughout the entire 75 minute video I am completely naked and speaking very openly in a stream of consciousness manner about the thoughts and physical sensations I am feeling relating to this new peeing experience. I show you my body and share trivia about my tattoos and natural body hair. My big smiles and joyous expressions slowly and steadily give way to confusion and desperation as I struggle to hold myself. I've peed on myself before, but never like this! When I finally give myself permission to urinate, I am surprised that it does not all start flowing right away! I share a realization about piss control before ending the video to clean up the mess I made. This is not shown, but I spent the rest of the afternoon wrapped in a comforter on the couch :) This video is sincere, unscripted, unedited, pure, real, and introspective. || Tags: Mukbang, Pee, Toilet Fetish, Toilet Humiliation, Muscle Control, Bladder Control, Female Desperation, Wet & Messy, WAM