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I am now a 35 year old virgin. Still a virgin and still getting hard at the thought of being a pathetic grown man virgin with a small penis and wanting to see you instead of sex, despite at times craving it so. I was very shy and really quite pathetic around girls for a long time. I have not had a girlfriend since i was 17. But, i have actually kissed several girls, i have actually had a few blow jobs and i have actually fingered a girl or two and tasted and smelt pussy. I am not one of those guys that never had any girls interested in me , I have had some experience with girls. I have had girlfriends and SOME sexual experience but never sex. Never made a girl come or have one made me come. It’s MORE pathetic to be a virgin due to the fact that girls HAVE wanted to fuck me in the past yet i didn’t and now it’s too late. Especially seeing as now I am a 35 year old virgin. I mean how pathetic to have been POPULAR with girls yet so pathetic I am a virgin. And younger girls were interested in me but now that I am older thats no longer the case but now that’s what i want. Every friend I ever compared penis size with was bigger, my step-sister even saw my dick and said it was tiny. You remind me how pathetic it is that I spent all those years masturbating to anime girls and liking them more than the real thing. You laugh how i tell you that most of the girls that ever liked me were younger and I acted like i didn’t want to fuck them because of moral grounds but really I was just a virgin. Apart from that just the usual, small dicked virgin, virgin for life, want pussy but would prefer to see you humiliate me instead, I want to see your legs, boobs, and pussy. Matter-of-fact and teasing humiliating for being a pathetic virgin for your whole damn life!