It's a really chilly day today so I'm wrapped up all warm in a hoodie and puffer jacket before I head outside for my smoke. I sit down on the porch and light up, taking in my first drag with a sense of relief. I take one puff after the other as I watch the rain drizzle down, trying to keep my eyes open through the brightness of the rain clouds. It's totally worth it though, I'm enjoying my smoke immensely. When I'm near the end, I try to get as much out of it as I can and once I'm done I discard my cigarette butt in the ashtray behind me. I feel so much better now.