CUSTOM VID. I was looking for a realistic, pliable black or brown dildo about 12 to 15 inches long (ballpark) and thick if possible. I was looking for a five minute video where you apply lubricant to the shaft of the dildo and stroke it, and suck and lick the head of the dildo. But the key is, that you do not like it. That you say things like "why are you making me do this?" "this is disgusting" "why are you making me suck this guy's cock?" before you start stroking and sucking the dildo, and while you are stroking and sucking the dildo. All the while with a disgusted and/or annoyed look on your face.