How have you got away with it for so long? I am surprised that she hasn't left you yet. I'm sure she knows about your secret, that you live a double life. I do find it amusing that you try your hardest to portray this loving husband when all you do is sneak off to get your fix of ME. You know you can't be loyal to TWO women, it doesn't work like that. You need to realise where your loyalty lays. You can try to f0uuurce a 'normal' relationship with your wife/girlfriend but you will always keep running back to me. Your desire to worship and obey me is just too strong. I am in your head permanently. There is just no way you are able to have a lasting, successful relationship with another women. I think you know what you need to do…..