A candid talk where I go over my ballbusting and CBT fantasies – most of which are highly painful, highly theatrical, and highly unrealistic. Sometimes fantasies need to stay fantasies, right? ;) I give vivid descriptions of specific pictures or videos I've seen online that have inspired me, expand on previous activities that I would like to push further, talk about toys that I've yet to use, and wax poetic about genital suffering! I'm lucky enough to have experienced many, many of my heavy ballbusting and CBT fantasies in real life now, but of course, there are always more ways to expand my sadistic vocabulary. Features: ballbusting, extreme CBT, cock and ball torment, candid, femdom, female domination, sadomasochism, medical play, sounding, chastity, whipping, ball pulling