- This video is from my overly emotional clown series this is number one. The video has one big storyline but you don't need all three for the fun. If you want all three you don't have to buy them individually just buy the overly emotional clown bundle for $27.50 (you can find this bundle in the video section than categories clown) - I don't know why I am live streaming because I am such a wreck! All I want to do is cry all day. I can't stop crying!! I want to be happy again but I don't know how?! Can you show me how I can be happy? I have to play with myself? What is this? I don't know what you mean? I have to masturbate? I don't understand. Can you teach me?