You're not worthy of ever seeing pussy. Forget fucking or licking, you're way too much of a virgin loser for that, you don't even deserve to see it. You're not allowed to see it in person, of course, you don't stand a chance at that. You're also not allowed to see it in porn and if you do, either on purpose or by accident, you will face a penalty fine. It's only fair that a loser virgin like you gets the punishment you deserve for not doing as you're told.