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I'd had gotten myself all prettied up with bright red lipstick, mascara and eyeliner and had an incredibly frustrating day and I just couldn't take it anymore. I took a break to try to collect myself and get my emotions under control but it had to come out. I start blinking, and trying to breathe but the sobs start coming out and my eyes start watering and no matter what I do I can't stop the tears from coming. As I blink them away my make up starts to melt and as they roll down my cheeks they take the very, very runny black make up with them. I realize i'm ruining my make up and start to cry more, breaking down into deep sobs. After a while, I manage to get it all out and Im able to breathe a little more normally but there is no saving my make up. The cry felt really good though. Camera is handheld (shot on phone) for this one - due to the raw/unplanned nature of this video.