There are times I look down and I know I’m not big enough yet. I just don’t have the fullness and width that I need. I want to be so much bigger because if being this big is this amazing, I want to feel the next size and the next to know what true hugeness is. I want to feel their weight bouncing and swaying with more and more movement with every step I take. I want to hear gasps when I enter a room. I know I need this, but what do you think? Do I look small to you?