You love being ruined by me. But you've really put yourself in this position. You are a self destructive loser, and you love it. I love it too. I love owning pathetic rejects who want to become more pathetic for me. You spend day after day stroking for me, avoiding social interaction, avoiding the chance to build a love life. Because that's not what you need, and you know that. You need to self destruct. You need to go deeper. Really lean into your life as a pathetic loser - that's who you are! Spend more money, go further into debt, embarrass and humiliate yourself beyond the point of no return. Be my self destructive loser.