I know you want to end it. End this torturous marriage to a woman so vile and on top of that just so mean to others. You're the real victim here. You think you deserve better! All that remains to start the proceedings is just My gracious permission. Like I would ever let you leave. This hell of a marriage was your own doing. You are the one who enabled it all and I want you to wallow in it. Besides, it's more fun to see you sneaking around behind her back anyway... Agony for you but so much more delightful for Me.