You are such a blackmail addicted LOSER. You are so pathetic that you have to beg me to blackmail you in order to even get hard. You like it when it starts to scare you. You love the helplessness that comes along with it. You love not having a choice. You can only OBEY. You get off on being humiliated, being threatened with total exposure. You don't want everyone to know that you're a total fucking loser…or do you? It turns you on but you know that would ruin everything for you, but you can't help but jerk to the idea. You're fucking pathetic. You're addicted, and it's only getting worse. You try to set limits for yourself, but you can't help it. You're just an addicted blackmail loser for life.