It’s the stupid little faggot again. You’re addicted to fantasies of sucking cock. Maybe you thought you never actually would do it, but here you are planning it all out. You think about the same fantasies over and over. Do you realize that every time you jerk off to these fantasies you are rewiring your brain to only be able to get off to that idea? It won’t be long at this rate before you are sucking cock for real. Don’t be like those old men who pass away without ever realizing their true fantasies. It’s not too late for you. A pep talk that is a little more cruel and to the point.