Christmas is near.. but I'm not ready for it! Relatives I haven't seen in months (or years!) ready to judge and comment on my body and my choices. Because yes, I am the only fat girl in my family, so the spotlight is always on me. An extremely informal video in which I talk to you about how I feel, harshly criticizing the concepts of beauty for society, citing embarrassing questions and stupid things that have been told me over the years, while I eat delicious chocolate cupcakes with mountains of whipped cream.