How was your time away? Was it everything you'd hoped for? Everything you thought you needed? Do you feel rejuvenated, energized, like you were saved? Its funny, any time one of my boys tells me they need time away I just smile and tell them "good luck" because I know they're going to need it. Nobody can truly stay away. What do you expect with that time away? Do you expect to "find yourself", overcome your addiction, to be a different person, to go against who your truly are? What'd you think was going to happen? You're not strong, you cant live a life without me. I'm here to welcome you back, because you weren't able to stay away. You were miserable, you thought of me nonstop, you dreamt of me, replayed every word I've ever said to you over and over and over again. While you were away you felt like your life way completely meaningless, and I was here. I was thriving. You could've been part of it, part of something bigger and better. Now those days, weeks, even months you spent without me you'll never be able to get back. You can't change the past. You already missed out on so much, that's why you'll never run again. Crawl back to your rightful place, and beg for forgiveness.