you are a slave and slaves need to be broken. All of those selfish thoughts about being released from chastity, not being a cuck anymore, or any other kind of nice thing for yourself...all of those thoughts are sins against Goddess Moe and need to be expunged. So going forward, you are to start noting whenever you have these thoughts. Then at the end of the day, you will spend some time reflecting on them and how untrue they are. Then for each selfish thought, you must do something to make up for having thought this way. you must pay for your sins against Me, your Goddess and be sure to get rid of these terrible ideas. you will repeat this process each and every day. Soon, you'll stop yourself as soon as you start thinking selfishly. you know the consequences. But eventually, the thoughts will slow, then stop entirely. you'll just be an obedient, docile, cuck. No trace of any pride, self worth, or jealousy. Just a cuck slave through and through!