I don't know how you convinced some poor woman to marry you but we both know that you deserve to be alone forever, compulsively paying a beautiful woman to humiliate you so you can jerk yourself off. The only warmth your sad member will ever feel is from your own hand. You don't deserve anything from a woman: no cuddling, hugging, kissing. Least of all sex. Do the right thing, boy. Let your wife go so she can be happier without you