This is very personal. I am a mess today. Daddy is very angry with me. I was a bad girl. I didn't listen to him and now he is angry. We never fight and I hate it. I'm looking at our text feed and I start crying. My face is in anguish and my lips are pouty. I take some deep breaths and try to stop. This seems to work for a second but then it hits me all over again. I start crying even harder. Tears come down and my make-up is ruined. I can feel snot coming out of my nose. But I don't care, I am just in so much pain. I start telling you what I'm feeling. I bring the camera up close to my face. I try to open up more through my tears. I can't seem to stop crying...