honey, are you still awake? good.... mommy needs to talk to you. i want to know why you have been in such a bad mood lately. you've been very down and honestly you've been treating mommy really bad. i am not leaving this bed until you tell me why! ugh honey! how could you even think such a thing? is that really what you've been thinking this whole time? why would you ever think that just because i am having a new baby that i would just throw you to the side? you are my first born son, i love you so much and i would never love the new baby more than i love you. that's just ridiculous honey and i want you to know that it is not true. now sure when the new baby comes i will have to spend a lot of time with the baby and you might feel a little left out.... honey, i think i know of a way that you could feel really close to mommy before the baby comes... a way that we can get some special bonding time together before the baby gets here. how would you like to suck on mommy's milky boobies? it's what the baby is going to be doing and if you do it now before the baby comes then you won't feel so left out when i am feeding the baby all the time. we can do this every night until the baby arrives... do you want to? good boy, here just suck right here on mommy's milky boobies and get all of the milk out. you have to suck them dry so they can refill with even more milk for you tomorrow night! mmmm yes, that's mommy's sweet boy [***] all of my yummy milk!