You've never been able to get over the humiliation . All of your life has been a disappointment and it all started in high school . You can still see their faces ,hear their voices . You blame all of your failure on your past . You need to grow the fuck up and get over it . They made fun of you for a reason and it's clear that you deserved it .You were a loser then and you're a loser now . You walk around thinking that everyone is talking negatively about you and its true . Look at you .