You went from being scared to touch yourself to not being able to keep your hands out of your pants. You allow porn to consume you in ways that would make any dru..g addict cringe. You can't help it though can you? You need to be stroking your cock at all times to porn that makes you question your worthiness . You're in love with the way I humiliate you when you watch me. It's captivating being call a loser while edging to an explosive orgasm .