Let's get through this thick head of yours once and for all shall well? You will never be good enough to serve Me in person. There's a myriad of reasons why, but I'll just list a few. The first, you're not good enough for a real time session - sure you can serve Me online, many serve Me online, but in real time? God no. The second, you'd bore Me. The submissives I session with are an almost challenge to Me, but you ... you would be like watching a modern-day romantic comedy, there's nothing about you that interests or intrigues Me. The only way you will ever worship perfect like Me in person, will be in your dreams.