I've just got home from a wonderful afternoon of surfing. I'm invigorated and excited, and I know just the way to calm down. Stripping off my top, I find metal ankle and wrist cuffs and a steel collar, and put them on before setting a timer for the first time, to take up a BDSM meditation position. It's not quite right yet though; I decide to use suction devices on my nipples before adding weighted clamps while they're extra sensitive. Then, shackled in steel and with the nipple clamps tugging down on my breasts, I start to read aloud from Moby Dick. It's an unusual ritual, but exactly what I love to do!