My first home movie when i was 18 years old and a first year university student. I told my boyfriend i wanted to try BDSM and I wanted him to push me until breaking point but only to stop if i said my safe word. I refused to say my safe word even when I reached breaking point and began to cry. This stated y obsession with being dominated and I realised i get super wet when im being hurt and when im crying and he fucks me like he doesn't care. This has continued to this day…