Why is it difficult for me to trust people? - Yes, because I am Russian. we are all very skeptical people. That's what I always thought, But no, I don’t trust people because, they tend to give in my trust. Seriously, I'm a girl, I'm weak! And I had a situation remembering which I still feel terrible. It was on a friend’s birthday party, I was 16 then. We all hung out, , from that company I only knew one guy, and not close enough. I talked with him during all evening, I liked him more and more. And we became more , and began to speak heart to heart, I am a lover of that talks sometimes. And he tells me - come with me, I’ll tell you something. Leads me into the room and starts kissing my neck. Damn, I'm embarrassed, but I like it, it's nice when you kissed in the neck. But then he pushes me to the floor, begins to hold with one hand, and poke his second under the skirt, I thought he is playing like that. I say - Sasha .. what is it with you And he answers - Shut the fuck up! And climbs into underpants. I just feel that it hurts me, I turn around with all my might to bite his hand to make him let me go. He screamed, I kicked him and ran out of the room straight into the staircase, without slippers, just barefoot :/ I didn’t understand what just happened. I was standing all psyched and angry. And I just started to cry, I sat down on the stairs, and began to whine. I had a strong tantrum. He ran out scared and began to apologize. Everyone started to calm me down. And I ask that they call me a taxi and I leave ... Then I just remember how my friend went to see me off and how I couldn’t . I didn’t tell what happened then. And probably he did not know that I was a virgin. But since then, I have difficulty trusting people