You're ready to leave your religion behind, at least in your mind. You may still have to attend church to appease your communal ties, but in your mind, you're far away. You enjoy religious porn and jerking to blasphemous content. Your only true ties to Christianity are through your porn habits, and you've accepted that it may never change. But I'm giving you something new--something better--to worship: Me. Something more suitable for you. No rules, no restrictions, just jerking and cumming and praying to Me. Your new life, your new religion, starts now.