You need nothing more than denial. It's that simple. Denial, especially ruining that intensely, mind-blowingly pleasurable feeling that you spent so long working up to, is your sex life. Stroke, worship, but don't cum. I know how much you love stroking and jerking and gooning to Me, and I know you love following My directions even more. So, you will sit back and obey while I tell you exactly what to think, feel, and do. Let your mind quiet until it's just thoughts of pleasing Me and serving Me. Obeying is pleasure. All you have to is keep your ears open, your brain off and your hand on your genitals.