You're really struggling since your ex-girlfriend left you for another guy. I mean, I can't blame you... Not only did she leave you for him but he's obviously so much more masculine than you... She clearly upgraded. Do you spend a lot of time imagining what she looks like while he's fucking her? I bet she moans and squeals in ways you've never heard before; It took a real man to fuck her right. But over time you noticed some fucked up urges happening in your head - Not only are you visualizing what it's like when he fucks her, but you're starting to have all these fantasies about what it's like if he were to fuck YOU. Spread wide for the Alpha male, bitch.