I don't think that you are broken, even though you certainly are fucked up. I don't think there's something wrong with you that needs to be fixed. I think that you are a very lucky boy! You're extremely lucky because you're one of the few people who have really discovered what their fate in life is and what truly turns them on sexually. And the fact that you are a cucky and you discovered you like that isn't just that. It is a sign, a way for life to show you the path, to guide you and help you understand that you are also a beta boy and a paypig. Because all cuckies were born to pay and it is only right! It is p;art of your life and it is what you were truly meant to be doing! And it would be a pity indeed if you didn't fully accept your beta male condition!