Filmed VLOG style where I talk directly to the camera with no planned script. I give honest talk about weight gain, including what I've been eating and should NOT be eating, where the extra pounds have gone and how out of control I am. I point out places where extra weight has gone. Look at my belly, booty and thighs! Look how big my breasts have gotten! I grab fresh rolls of chub and jiggle my newly soft body. Oh boy, I used to get everything I wanted with my hot, tight body, now what? I don't want to leave the house in this bikini. How embarrassing! Includes a new weigh-in.