Note: In this video, you hear my thoughts recorded as a voiceover during the movie. I'm not speaking directly to the camera. Mmm, my husband does love to tie me up! Dressed in red satin blouse, black pants and black soft-soled gym slippers, I'm gently struggling against the ropes restraining my hands and wound around my body. I hate it. But do I? I want to escape! But - am I sure about that? It's such a complex web of emotions - and that's probably exactly what he was aiming for!