You don't have a single alpha bone in your body. You don't feel like a real man at all, you never truly have. What you do feel like is a lowly loser, especially when you're in my presence. Perhaps that's why you like to be in my presence so much. You can be reminded of what you truly are and embrace it instead of struggling to hide the fact. There's no need to hide your nature with me, in fact I'm amused when you're groveling at my feet. I will allow you to embrace being a lowly loser and be gifted the great honor of serving beneath me.