you're in a cozy relationship in so many ways. yet you compartmentalize your kink and don't even give your partner the chance to try to understand all your desires because you've internalized shame. Instead of calling it what it is - you being secretive and closed off- you make it somehow their shortcoming "She wouldn't understand. she's too uptight she's not wild like that, she's not adventurous" mm have you tried? Read also; would you lose respect for her if she did? Anyhow that's not My problem. And that's why you pay me. you rub your dick when you want. you bask in your kink. you sniff the pits,. you confess your weakness. your short dick inadequacy. Confess your lust to My body, to My sweat. all of it. you keep you friends. you keep your cozy relationship built on lies. you keep face. you keep your freedom. hmm. that sounds valuable. be a shame if someone toyed with that. gosh, what would you pay to recover your anonymity? your coziness? paying a twenty is too much? hahah fool. Amara Noir