You love to wallow in your self-hate and pity, so much so it turns you on, doesn't it? I understand, and it makes perfect sense. All those things you feel about yourself, they're right. You're a loser, and you can't help it. I want you to use this energy to jerk off, the self-hate, the depreciation. Stroke like the loser you are and hate your pathetic existence to orgasm!