You spend your day projecting yourself as an "alpha male" to the world, but that is not who you truly are. It exhausts you playing the part of alpha. You are clearly a beta through and through. You look forward to our sessions for a reason. Submission makes you feel free and lets you be who you truly are. You will never be an alpha -- stop trying to fool yourself. You were born to be BELOW the alpha male. Embrace your role as a pathetic beta.