You've made such a show of yourself in your personal life, seeking status and recognition from everyone around you. You think that by making yourself important, you're entitled to everyone's respect and approval. But I know who you're really doing all of that for. Every move you make is in an attempt to be recognized by the Women in your life who hold the true power. Your desperation to be seen by them is what drives you to make a bigger show for yourself. Clearly, you're not an Alpha at all. Just a simp in disguise. But that doesn't need to be a bad thing. Accepting your status as a beta to the Women above you makes you a more useful tool for us. So drop the facade and realize your true role.