I really don't care how you will end your life, but I really want you to do it! Make sure you leave a perfect note about how pathetic you been and how nobody loved you, and how you have never made any difference in the world. What in all this intrigued Me the most is the fact that you are now desperately jerking your cock while I am telling you how no one doesn't care about you and how you should off yourself. You've sexualized it somehow, and if I tell you to end your life, it will lead you to orgasm. This is what makes you hard. I do not care about you! I just want to use it to benefit Me. I want to take your silly mind and completely break you. You have a useless existence, and you have no reason to continue living. So get your last orgasm, and then finish yourself. And then I'll get a call from a lawyer who will tell Me that I just inherited all the money from someone who finished himself! And it will make your life and your end worthwhile.