I have been holding something back....something big that I feel I need to confess and get off my chest. I am not sure where these feelings are coming from or if I should even come clean. But I feel the need and desire to communicate them to you! I know you will understand, especially being that you are my son, my only boy! We are so close especially since Daddy left. W have grown so close, so much that I think I desire the most taboo thought of all! I so need to get this off my chest. Honey, please sit down.....I pray you will be totally understanding and in fact, happy , like I feel.....