Homophobic boys only hate on the gays because they secretly want to do what they do but they don't have the balls to come out as gay or even bi-sexual. Homophobes wish it was them getting down and dirty, but you can't! You are just full of hate and anger because of all that pent up frustration and no one can ever help you really. It's a shame you never had the courage to do what all those dirty gay boys did! You are probably too old now and too fucked anyway to ever enjoy it even if you did come out, such a shame and such a waste! So you can only ever dream, fantasize and keep up the charade because just imagine if people found out about you, they'd laugh at you and we don't want that do we?