You have this fantasy of living a worthwhile life . It's foolish to think that someone like you will ever climb out of the heaping sh..It pile that is your current life . You need to think long and hard about why it is that you refuse to just end it . I know for a fact it's something you contemplate .You keep trying.. and failing . You keep running towards a light and you think that it's your new beginning, but im here to tell you that its is your end . You don't deserve to live . You don't deserve to speak .You don't deserve to breathe . Stop prolonging your destiny for false hope.