I wouldn't say a virgin loser(lost my virginity in MS) but I did go through a bad breakup because I WAS acting like a little beta bitch in retrospect. I got really depressed because I really loved her and through my depression I found Femdom Strapon, it was a downward spiral which led me to you but at the same time it showed me how much of a pussy I was being. With how cute/alpha/cock I was blessed with it would be a waste to go full blown sissy fag just because I was depressed and wanted some relationship to work.
