Well, your secret is out. After all these years everyone knows you're just a weak perverted loser with a porn addiction! You're probably going to lose everything and everybody around you, but that isn't going to take you away from your addiction, will it? You can't stop watching porn, jerking off, only thinking about yourself. If you couldn't watch porn, your dumb little brain just wouldn't work right. You're a robot for pornography, a perverted mind altered idiot. Nothing will ever make you change.